How is married life?

When people ask me how are things, how is married life, I always tell them, 'Great! Wonderful', and like the slogan of McD's, I'm loving it!!! They would then say, 'Of course, it's always wonderful in the beginning, you are still in honeymoon mood'.

Knowing that you are

I love you,
More than ever now,
With each passing day,
Knowing that you are,
The sun in the morning,
The moon at night.

My lovely lady....

A photo I took when we went on our very first trip together, I remember the spirit, the joy, the excitement and the love....

This was taken at some back alleyway,
Well, a photo speaks a thousand words....

To many many more days my love, my sweetheart,
To many many more adventures together,
Me and you, 
Adventure is out there!!

Snippets of our love affair,
Jer Wei

PS : To my readers out there,
Ain't she a beaut??

Priorities

I want to try out a new routine in life. One that involves lesser sleep and more of productive time. I find that, now more than often, that sleep is a super luxury and that not everyone can afford it, that sleep sometimes can be too time consuming and unproductive. Sleep is definitely a blessing in disguise that so much so, we take it for granted. Do we really sleep when we sleep?

Taking some time to reflect

Lately I have been hit with 'giving the glory to Jesus' bug, I was force to look at my life critically and been made to wonder if I have put Him in the center of my life, whether my life gives him glory and honor, whether I have been faithful to the calling He has for me.

I am faced with some challenging situations which I have handled terribly, lost my cool, been hit with some failures and weaknesses. I see the state that I am in for real. Man, it is an eye opener.

Dramatically been increasing.

It's difficult to like someone,
It's fairly easy to adore someone,
It's easy to love someone,
It's elementary to fall in love.

Having you in my arms,
Staring into your eyes,
The lights dimmed,
Some purple, some yellowish.

Purple is the color of royalty,
And yellow, oh yellow,
That's the color of glory,
What colors, oh what is symbolizes.

I see you looking back,
Your gaze piercing into my soul,
And I started to broaden me lips,
Yes I started to smile.

Oh what wonders a smile can do,
It radiates the light,
It reflect the colors,
And I see you smiling back,
It melts my heart,
Oh it makes my soul yearn.

It's been sometime since we last looked into each others eyes,
I am glad,
My heart overjoyed,
My nerves calm,
That the magic is still there,
No, that the magic has been quietly,
Yes ever so quietly,
Dramatically been increasing.

PS: I love you and I am so in love with you.

Jer Wei

He will teach me...

Just a little something something,
Just a breath away,
Always a thought away,
A click away,
Yet physically far, but near at heart.

Love is....

Love has been given many definitions,
It has gone through some tough times,
Love has been misunderstood,
It has been misused, mistreated, misinterpreted.

Now, Love shouldn't be different in the eyes of different,
It shan't be for one A and for another B,
Love was, Love is, and Love always will be,
One and only, 
One definition to define truth, reality, actuality.

Nike!

Just finished a round of exercise,
Am sweating,
Mind alert and fresh,
Brimming with energy,
Burning away calories.

Listening to 'hosanna',
Heart praising Jesus,
So here I am,
Getting my creative juices running.

Want to write more,
It's been sometime,
Don't know what happened,
But going to recultivate the habit,
Need to pen more,
Can't stop.

Just write,
Just pen,
Just express,
Nike!!

Jer Wei

Time alone.

Time alone,

Just some time alone to rest, 

Enough to do some thinking,

Enough to make some dreams,

Build some castles,

Some time to just be quiet and appreciate calmness.

Time alone,

What's it really but not just sometime to absorb in,

Really, it's just internal monologues most of the time,

Time to just do nothing,

Just time passing,

Just time going by and by.

Purpose to spend time with Daddy.

Acts 11:23 ....exhorted them all, that with purpose of heart they would cleave unto the Lord.

Lately, I have been faced with this awareness of spending my time with the Lord, spending time with majestic Daddy, just resting in Him and getting into His word, listening and hearing the words of life. The bible, His inspired word.

I noticed that the more I spend my time with Him, the more I change, my thoughts, my mindset, my drive, my purpose, my will and wants, it's as if I am being reseted into His image, truly His words are life and magical, how it manages to offset the change I do not understand nor comprehend, all I know now is this, that I am truly being transformed into the image of the Son He loves. And I feel all this is effortlessly.

Resting in Jesus.

Surely God does not want you to be uncomfortable. His stance is a stance of resting in Him, it is to allow us to claim all the promises of The Father that is already fulfilled in Christ Jesus. He wants us to draw all from Him, he does not want us to strive to live, does not want us to be uncomfortable in life.

He wants us not to be uncomfortable, He wants us to be in the most comfortable zone, which is in His arms of love. Do not for once think that Jesus wants you to be out of your true comfort zone! In fact, He wants you always to be in it!! He leads you by peace, the Holy Spirit leads you by and in peace, so how does that translate to the Father wanting you to be out of your comfort zone? No!! He wants you to be translated to the Kingdom of His Son! And my friends, that is the most comfortable place on earth, the most!! That is your true comfort zone, He love you, and a lover will not want his/her lover to be uncomfortable but on the contrary, to be comfortable! He wants you to be at your true comfort zone, in Christ Jesus.

Jesus. The one true love.

Love, love, and love.
It is still by far, the most,
Powerful source there is,
Still the most desired and wanted.

We all look for love,
We long to love,
We long at least to be able to,
Which is greater?
To be loved or to love?
Who knows?
But we long to love,
To be loved,
To give and to receive.

Powerful,
Unrelenting,
Now that is love,
Love oh love,
As a force,
Turning the world upside down,
A desire,
That can be daunting.

Love,
Plenty have given love a different name,
But in actual fact,
Love is the most,
The best,
And love oh well,
Jesus is the one true love.

Jer Wei

Lazy man meals

It was about dinner time when we just got home from a wake service of a dear friend's father. I was feeling bit tired as I have been working for 14 hours straight on the day before...and have been getting very little sleep lately. Nevertheless, this shouldn't be an excuse to eat out! So when JW asked me what we will be having for dinner...this is what I answered...lazy man meals.

So our lazy dinner consists of garlic toast (with the leftover french loaf that we have been eating for days), garlic rice with prawns (with some leftover rice I cooked for lunch), bed of greens and watermelon cuts. Easy, fast, clean. I am thankful that JW enjoyed the meal...though he wished that there would be some meat. 

Here's some easy recipes for lazy people like me.

My little infidelity..

Having just arrived in Tawau after 3 long days of urology conference, JW went to my room, perhaps to 'spot check'...He then asked me go up to the room. 

JW: So who have been coming over when I was away in KL? *with a stern voice and dead serious look*

Me: Huh??? (I was totally clueless as I have been hell busy at work and only came back after 10pm every night....until I saw some sparkles from my dressing table) 

JW: So who was the man who left this thing? *still looking dead serious, pointing at a necklace with a diamond studded pendant*

Me: Oops...I think my other lover left this..hehe...

So, this is the little treasure that has been locked in Sunway and has been waiting for my lover to be rescued. LOL (source: Low Jer Wei) 

The little surprise

I bet many would want to know what Jer Wei got for my birthday this year. Indeed something special, something witty, something that I like..very much. Ever since he joined surgical, he has been hell busy working. With at least 9 calls a month, I don't get to see him much, only during his off days at home and mind you, I don't even get to see him in the hospital although his ward is just below my floor. 

He has been asking me countless times what I want for my birthday..but I just keep mum. I told him I want a surprise, as usual. I told him I want to feel adored, pursued, and significant...at all times, not just during our courting days. It's kinda difficult for him to give me a surprise, without me knowing, as he is always busy and when he is free, I am often there with him..LOL..

Reminiscence (Part 2)

It has been almost 4 months since my last entry in this blog. To those following this blog, pardon me for my short disappearance. I have been busy at work lately and a little caught up with wedding planning, holiday retreats scheduling and my new “partner in crime” (i.e. the new Ipad).

A handful of people have been asking me when is the Part 2 coming up...ok, I shall not keep you all waiting for too long…Here’s the continuation of the story...

A heck of a year.

Time flies when you are enjoying yourself,

When you are having fun,

A look back and it's been a day, a month, 

Now a year.

It's been one year exactly since Carmen and I decided to be committed to each other,

I remember the discussion we had when we said that we'd give it a try,

We both had traumatic experiences with relationships,

Mine's been a few years back,

Her wound fresher,

But at that time,

I knew I was falling for her, and I knew she was too.

Be taken for granted.

As I lay my head to sleep, 

One thing stays in mind, 

Another brings me back to her, 

And one more makes me long. 

It's been some time since we've met, 

And separation has always been tough, 

It still is, 

For I hate to be apart, 

I dislike being far, 

It discomforts me to not have her near. 
I miss her, I miss her so, I find myself wondering about her, 

Imagining her sound asleep, 

Watching her take her breaths, 

Listening, 

Calm and soothing, peace. 

Reminiscence (part 1)

It has been quite some time since I last posted something on this blog. Many things have happened since my last entry. The most significant of them all is that I am now engaged to the doctor I once hated. Kinda hard to believe, right? I do feel the same at times…LOL.

Reminiscing how this hate-turned-love relationship has started and progressed, I am indeed in awe of my creator’s master plan. Little did I know of His great plans and blessings lined up for me in this little town called Tawau.