The One that loves me so.

He forgives without withholding, 
He seeks unceasingly, 
He is patient and humble, 
He never forces you to accept Him,
He prefers to give than receive, 
I am His favorite one, 
He loves me so.  


He gently corrects, 
He lovingly awaits, 
He will never give up, 
He will forever pursue, 
He will forever love, 
I am undeservingly loved, 
Undeservingly blessed, 
He doesn't see my sins, 
He blots my mistakes, 
He loves me so. 

Feel, Experience, Touch,

It's a little late at night,

Plenty are asleep,

Some are still awake,

So one begs to question,

Why are that some awake?

Some are working,

Some are studying,

Some just don't want to sleep,

And me?

I'm looking for an opportunity,

Seeking a chance,

Awaiting a moment,

Seizing it, taking hold of it.

Now, that's as easy as ABC.

There are a few things me as a man abhor to be,
Few things I hate to see me be,
Few things that a man must not have.


An unforgiving heart, 
A discontented one,
An unromantic man,
A difficult man,
An impatient man,
A slacky man,
An ungodly man,
A man that has no honor.


Few of those characteristics I mustn't have,
And surely I shan't have them,
Come high or low,
Come narrow or wide,
As far as the east to the west,
If I see myself being one of those,
A quick change I'll do,
A fast repentance I shall make.

A heck of a year.

Time flies when you are enjoying yourself,

When you are having fun,

A look back and it's been a day, a month, 

Now a year.

It's been one year exactly since Carmen and I decided to be committed to each other,

I remember the discussion we had when we said that we'd give it a try,

We both had traumatic experiences with relationships,

Mine's been a few years back,

Her wound fresher,

But at that time,

I knew I was falling for her, and I knew she was too.

I love....you.

I have said it countless times today,

But looking at her, thinking about her, wondering what is she doing,

All makes me wanna say it again and again.

Had never felt this way today,

Had never thought this way,

It baffles me and triffles me,

But it's true that's the way I feel,

I can't help it,

I can't deny it,

It's just the way I feel.

Be taken for granted.

As I lay my head to sleep, 

One thing stays in mind, 

Another brings me back to her, 

And one more makes me long. 

It's been some time since we've met, 

And separation has always been tough, 

It still is, 

For I hate to be apart, 

I dislike being far, 

It discomforts me to not have her near. 
I miss her, I miss her so, I find myself wondering about her, 

Imagining her sound asleep, 

Watching her take her breaths, 

Listening, 

Calm and soothing, peace. 

Reminiscence (part 1)

It has been quite some time since I last posted something on this blog. Many things have happened since my last entry. The most significant of them all is that I am now engaged to the doctor I once hated. Kinda hard to believe, right? I do feel the same at times…LOL.

Reminiscing how this hate-turned-love relationship has started and progressed, I am indeed in awe of my creator’s master plan. Little did I know of His great plans and blessings lined up for me in this little town called Tawau.