A heck of a year.

Time flies when you are enjoying yourself,

When you are having fun,

A look back and it's been a day, a month, 

Now a year.

It's been one year exactly since Carmen and I decided to be committed to each other,

I remember the discussion we had when we said that we'd give it a try,

We both had traumatic experiences with relationships,

Mine's been a few years back,

Her wound fresher,

But at that time,

I knew I was falling for her, and I knew she was too.

I love....you.

I have said it countless times today,

But looking at her, thinking about her, wondering what is she doing,

All makes me wanna say it again and again.

Had never felt this way today,

Had never thought this way,

It baffles me and triffles me,

But it's true that's the way I feel,

I can't help it,

I can't deny it,

It's just the way I feel.

Be taken for granted.

As I lay my head to sleep, 

One thing stays in mind, 

Another brings me back to her, 

And one more makes me long. 

It's been some time since we've met, 

And separation has always been tough, 

It still is, 

For I hate to be apart, 

I dislike being far, 

It discomforts me to not have her near. 
I miss her, I miss her so, I find myself wondering about her, 

Imagining her sound asleep, 

Watching her take her breaths, 

Listening, 

Calm and soothing, peace.