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Dependence, 
Associative only with weakness,
Not strong,
Not independent,
Clingy and unable to perform with the help of another.

Weakness, needy,
Dependence. 

Not using one's own,
Intelligence, strength, love...

Sometimes in life,
You just have to admit defeat,
You just have to say that,
'I cannot do this anymore by myself',
'I give up',
'I surrender'.

Jesus. The one true love.

Love, love, and love.
It is still by far, the most,
Powerful source there is,
Still the most desired and wanted.

We all look for love,
We long to love,
We long at least to be able to,
Which is greater?
To be loved or to love?
Who knows?
But we long to love,
To be loved,
To give and to receive.

Powerful,
Unrelenting,
Now that is love,
Love oh love,
As a force,
Turning the world upside down,
A desire,
That can be daunting.

Love,
Plenty have given love a different name,
But in actual fact,
Love is the most,
The best,
And love oh well,
Jesus is the one true love.

Jer Wei

Lazy man meals

It was about dinner time when we just got home from a wake service of a dear friend's father. I was feeling bit tired as I have been working for 14 hours straight on the day before...and have been getting very little sleep lately. Nevertheless, this shouldn't be an excuse to eat out! So when JW asked me what we will be having for dinner...this is what I answered...lazy man meals.

So our lazy dinner consists of garlic toast (with the leftover french loaf that we have been eating for days), garlic rice with prawns (with some leftover rice I cooked for lunch), bed of greens and watermelon cuts. Easy, fast, clean. I am thankful that JW enjoyed the meal...though he wished that there would be some meat. 

Here's some easy recipes for lazy people like me.

My little infidelity..

Having just arrived in Tawau after 3 long days of urology conference, JW went to my room, perhaps to 'spot check'...He then asked me go up to the room. 

JW: So who have been coming over when I was away in KL? *with a stern voice and dead serious look*

Me: Huh??? (I was totally clueless as I have been hell busy at work and only came back after 10pm every night....until I saw some sparkles from my dressing table) 

JW: So who was the man who left this thing? *still looking dead serious, pointing at a necklace with a diamond studded pendant*

Me: Oops...I think my other lover left this..hehe...

So, this is the little treasure that has been locked in Sunway and has been waiting for my lover to be rescued. LOL (source: Low Jer Wei) 

Happens everytime

5C, the seat in the plane,
Half pass 5 now,
Reaching my destination soon,
Missing my baby,
Getting no rest,
Missing my baby,
Truly missing her.

Going for a conference,
A few days in Sunway,
Thought it'd be nice,
But enjoyment and excitement eludes me,
Missing my baby,
I wish she was here,
Missing my baby,
I wish I am there.

Half pass 5 now,
Reaching my destination,
I miss my baby,
Happens everytime I am away.

A piece written in the plane...

The little surprise

I bet many would want to know what Jer Wei got for my birthday this year. Indeed something special, something witty, something that I like..very much. Ever since he joined surgical, he has been hell busy working. With at least 9 calls a month, I don't get to see him much, only during his off days at home and mind you, I don't even get to see him in the hospital although his ward is just below my floor. 

He has been asking me countless times what I want for my birthday..but I just keep mum. I told him I want a surprise, as usual. I told him I want to feel adored, pursued, and significant...at all times, not just during our courting days. It's kinda difficult for him to give me a surprise, without me knowing, as he is always busy and when he is free, I am often there with him..LOL..

Her.

Just finished eating pizza with some doctors,

Am alone now,
Enjoying the quietness,
Enjoying the peace,
Doing some reading,
And when I look out the window,
I see the clouds up up in the sky,
And i thought of her.
Her, the one I cannot live without,
Her, the person I adore,
Her, the person I want to see happy,
Her, the one I pledge my life and love to.